Things are NOT going well, as the saying go’s “You think you know…, But you have no idea” just got to work and already things are off to a bad start. First thing this morning I received a phone [personal] call from someone that just really want to mess with my life. The only saving grace in this whole picture of life right now is Emerald. Even at times like this I think about her and the world doesn’t seem so bad, oh the aggravation this person is causing me is still there but because I have Emerald I some how deal with it differently, in a good way no matter what she makes me smile.
I miss Emerald trebly and really hope that the embassy approves her VISA, I don’t know how much more I can take not being with her.